In a funk that I can't kick!

I feel like I am out of control on so many things. School is becoming incredibly stressful with end of the semester projects and assignments. i just hope and pray that I pull through with passing grades on everything. My nephews surgery on Thursday went fine. However his incision got extremely infected and he ended up in ER and admitted to the hospital on Sunday evening. They went in and cleaned it out. Now they are trying to get his temp under control with out tylenol. My mom is trying to continue with her everyday life, but with my 3 year old nephew who has a cold and can't go to preschool. I have MAJOR baby fever. I think this is the hardest thing right now. I know it's not a good time for us right now. But with people getting pregnant all around me this is tough. Espeically when 2 of my coworkers just had babies and our manager just announced she is pregnant with her 4th. I am happy for all of them. Then people around us are all taking advantage of the housing market and buying houses. We are no where near close to being able to buy. I just want to stay in bed all day. *sigh*